Sunday, April 02, 2006

Starting point...

It been such a struggle to get myself to this point where I want to take on the beast again and I’m exhausted already. Realistically speaking the last thing I need is to allow myself to engage in a self pity party but when you’ve been fighting something consciously for 15 years and lost continuously the weight of defeat is hard to overturn. I still hold on to the belief that there is a possibility of a victory; however it’s as fragile as a lit match in the wind.

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